Wednesday, January 21, 2026

Week 4: Hallelujah!: Reflection and Prayer


Week 4: Hallelujah!: Reflection and Prayer

This week remember those you have loved and lost.  Although this week is specifically about a loved one dying, loss can also include a divorce or end of any type of relationship.  Praise God for the time you had and focus on the positive memories.  

If you are still angry or confused with God over such a loss, please pray for God to help heal your wounded heart and soul.  Reflect on 1 Corinthians 13:12 (I really like the amplified version below). This had become my favorite verse because it reminds me that while I am on this side of heaven, I may not understand why bad things happen, but when I see Jesus face to face, all will be clear. That has given me great peace throughout many trials of my life. Pray the Holy Spirit will bring you peace.  

If you have difficulty in healing from loss, there is never any shame from seeking professional, Godly counseling to help you through a tough time. 

(1 Corinthians 13:12, AMP)For now [in this time of imperfection] we see in a mirror dimly [a blurred reflection, a riddle, an enigma], but then [when the time of perfection comes we will see reality] face to face. Now I know in part [just in fragments], but then I will know fully, just as I have been fully known [by God].

Also, when you pray this week, reflect on the below verses and praise God for the beautiful gift of Heaven for those who faithfully serve Him. 

(Revelation 21:4-5 & 21) And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass. 


Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Week 4: Hallelujah!: Bonus Material: Streets of Gold (A Short Story)

 


Week 4: Hallelujah!: Bonus Material: Streets of Gold (A Short Story)

From time to time, I will share with you an additional writing that matches the theme of the poem posted for the week.  

I wrote this short story on December 8, 2016.  The first time I re-posted it (on my other blog https://thankful-julie.blogspot.com/) was on January 23, 2022.  Less than two hours later, my precious daddy, lost his battle with cancer and went home to be with Jesus.  God had obviously brought this post to my mind as a way to comfort me. I hope this short story ministers to you as much as it has to me. This is for you, Daddy.


Streets of Gold

Visiting the elderly community at the Rosy Acres Nursing Home was an expected duty of the pastor at the Fruit of the Vine Church.  Yet, like most ministers, Pastor Adam was too busy to be bothered with such a depressing assignment.  It was not a profitable task as the folks living in the under-funded home did not have the money to donate to the church or were too senile to know the difference.  However, the residence was within the church's jurisdiction, so he was obligated to make sure his church was represented along with all the other denominations.  After all, at least some of the elderly people still had living relatives that were able to tithe their ten percent.

Three months ago, Christopher Melton, a single man, had begun attending the church.  Christopher had moved to Webster to become the new principal at the elementary school.  He was in his late thirties and had voiced a strong desire to serve the Lord.  He had been a street evangelist in the larger cities and wrote a blog encouraging his readers to live holy lives.  Pastor Adam had not bothered to read any of Christopher's blogs but based on how much the principal was liked by his deacons, he decided that Christopher was the perfect man to which he could pass the responsibility of the nursing home.  Christopher had taken on the assignment with gusto and made a point to visit the residents every Saturday morning.  Today was no exception.

As Christopher walked the crooked sidewalk toward the dwelling place of the elderly, it amused him as it did every week, that there were no rose bushes planted at the Rosy Acres Nursing Home.  A few Butterfly Bushes adorned the end of the sidewalk near the front door, but other than that, the small lawn was devoid of plant life.  He has asked Pastor Adam if the church would consider donating half a dozen rose bushes to the home as well as the labor to plant them.  The minister had amiably assured Christopher it was a wonderful idea and would immediately comply but had yet to follow through on his promise.  Christopher knew nothing about plants, but as soon as he received his next paycheck, he determined he would purchase the bushes and would take on the task of planting them. 

The smell of too much bleach assaulted his nostrils as he entered into the lobby.  At least no one could complain the staff did not do an adequate job of properly keeping the place clean and disinfected.

A strange conglomeration of framed pictures adorned the walls, depicting anything from beautiful bay horses in the midst of a gallop across a beach at an unknown ocean, to small children in overalls catching frogs, and even one of a bunny with eyes and ears far too large for its little grey head holding a bouquet of carrots.  He assumed the artwork had been donated, and neither the staff nor the residents mattered what they saw every day on the sea green walls as long as it was cheerful.  

"Good morning, Mr. Melton," the pretty red-haired, hazel eyed receptionist greeted.

Christopher hoped he was not flushing as he returned the salutation.  "Good morning, Miss Bethany."

Even if the home had not had a receptionist as beautiful as Cherry Bethany, Christopher would have continued his Saturday ritual.  However, he looked forward to seeing her every week, and every week he assured himself would be the last time he was too shy to invite her to coffee.  He had spotted her at his church now and again, but she typically worked on Sundays and could only attend on Wednesday evenings.  He had also promised himself to approach her at church, but she always sat with her three sisters, and he never felt comfortable intruding.

The first order of business when he arrived was to sign his name in the visitor's log.  He always scanned the names of the other guests, but rarely saw any that he recognized.  It was a shame more people from the church could not find the time to visit the shut-ins.  They were lonely and craved company.  Just an hour a week to have lunch with the group in the cafeteria would have been enough.  Yet most people stayed away, afraid to be reminded that this too could someday be their fate.  No one wanted to face the facts that they would also grow old and weak.  No one wanted to be reminded they were mortal.

The typical routine was for Christopher to meet the residents in the gathering room after breakfast and sing with them.  The piano was usually out of tune, but no one seemed to mind.  Christopher had been given the gift of a beautiful singing voice and was willing to share it for the glory of the Lord.  After an hour of singing, he would typically spend another one to two hours visiting with those in the gathering room.  Then he would go to each and every room of the patients too sick to leave their beds.  Not everyone permitted him to enter their rooms, of course, but he approached them all regardless of the previous week's acceptance or refusal.  He would never waste an opportunity to pray and minister to those in want or need.

This week's schedule was the same as every week.  He sang a dozen or so hymns, played a game of checkers with seventy-nine-year-old Mr. Ebbs, listened to stories about World War II from eighty-nine-year-old Mr. Paulson, and told eighty-seven-year-old Mrs. Clarence how well her six grandchildren were doing at Webster Elementary.  But when he was about to share a butterscotch fudge recipe with Mrs. Salinas, a gentle hand was placed on his shoulder, interrupting them.

"I am sorry to intrude, Mr. Melton, but Mrs. Simon in room 127 is requesting to see you right away.  She says it is urgent."

Christopher looked back at the kind face of Nurse Washington; her deep brown eyes filled with tears.

Christopher stood from the blue gingham couch to follow the nurse and hastily promised the patients he would see them all again next week.

"She's slipping fast," the nurse informed him with a voice saying she would never get used to seeing the patients she loved face such a fate. 

"Has her family been contacted?"  he wondered.

"Cherry has reached most of them.  They should be arriving soon," the nurse revealed, pushing away a tear off her brown cheek that had escaped her left eye.

Say what you will about the mismatched paintings, the rose-less lawn, or the overpowering chemical smells, but the staff of Rosy Acres was all heart.  They loved their residents and treated them like family. He thanked God every day for such a staff and prayed they would only ever employ such compassionate people.

"Mrs. Simon?"  Christopher apprehensively stuck his head inside the door.

"Come in, Chris.  Come in."  Her voice was fragile, yet full of joy. 

She was the only one he allowed to use the shortened version of his name.  And that was because it was what his own deceased grandmother had called him.  Her beautiful silver-white hair and humble intelligence often reminded Christopher of his grandmother Louisa.

Christopher entered and sat on the forest green corduroy easy chair next to her bedside.  It had been turned toward the bed to face the patient.

Her face was pale as she sat propped up on a fluffy mountain of pillows.  Each pillowcase had been hand-stitched by her own arthritic hands.  Each year she was there, she took on the project of starting a new cover.  She had made a total of five.

Mrs. Opal Simon, a widow of seventeen years, was four months shy of turning ninety.  She had survived lung cancer in the late eighties and several heart attacks these past ten years or so.  She was tough and yet so very tender.  She was a lover of animals and music.  She faithfully read her bible every day until her eyes became too dim, and then Nurse Washington became her eyes.  She had not been placed in a nursing home out of lack of love from her family as some here had been.  No, Mrs. Simon was well-loved by three children, five grandchildren, and eight great-grandchildren.  She had become a resident on her own insistence.  She had independently lived alone since her husband Kenneth had died but had always been terribly lonely.  Her children and grandchildren did their best to look in on her and keep her company, but they all had busy lives of their own.  She never wanted to be an obligation or a burden to anyone.  After a stroke five years ago that left her partially paralyzed in her left arm, and then her eighteen-year-old Siamese cat Thai had died, she knew it was time to let go of her self-reliance and allow others to take care of her.

Opal stretched out a weak hand toward Christopher.  He leaned forward and took the thin, cold hand.

"Would you like me to pray with you?"  He asked.

"No, no, I want you to give my family a message," she insisted.

"Yes, ma'am of course."

Her bright blue eyes sparkled, and a smile of peace spread across her vein-lined lips as he had never seen before.

"I'm ready," she said, "Make sure they know I'm ready to meet my Heavenly Father.  I have lived a life as Biblically as I know how.  I have practiced the words of Jesus and taught them to my children and their children.  Remind them, Chris.  Remind them it takes a heart of true repentance and a life spent on one's knees to be ready.  Without holiness, no man shall see the Father.  Remind them, Chris.  Tell them I was ready."

His green-blue eyes filled with tears, and he could scarcely say a word.  He managed a weak, "Yes, ma'am." 

"My Kenneth is waiting for me."  She laughed then.  "Oh, how I can't wait to be in his arms again!  I hope he will recognize me in my new body.  I'll know him by his shining blue eyes!  No matter how much younger he will look, I'll always know those eyes that stole my heart seventy years ago."

Opal closed her eyes, and her breathing became so shallow it made Christopher's heart pound with panic.  Yet, three minutes later, she opened her eyes again.  They were not the eyes of a dying old woman, but of a much younger woman exuding joy unspeakable and full of glory!

"Oh, Chris, I can't wait to see it all!  I can't wait to fall at the feet of my Lord and worship Him day and night!  I wonder what the streets of gold will feel like beneath my bare feet!"  She giggled like a small child. "I wonder if Thai's paws will slip and slide on the slick surface!"

Christopher laughed at the imagery.

"Yes, Chris, laugh!  Do not mourn for me.  Wipe away those tears and remind my family to do the same!  Remind them I am going to a Place with no more sorrow, no more tears.  If they too read their Bibles and follow in the footsteps of Jesus, we will see each other again.  Remind them, Chris.  I want to see them all again.  Please remind them.  Remind them salvation is a free gift, but they still need to repent of their sins and to live every single day as a day separated unto the Lord.  Not to imitate the world, but to live apart from it, pure and holy.  Remind them, Chris.  I want to hug them again soon!"

"I promise, Mrs. Simon, I will repeat every word you have said."

"I knew you would.  You are a good man.  A rare diamond among thorns.  Don't waste your life single.  Get married and have lots of babies and grandbabies.  Cherry is single too, you know."

Right to the last minute, Opal was still trying to play matchmaker between the principal and the receptionist.  It had not been the first time she had gently tried to encourage him in such a fashion.

Her hand in his grew colder and her complexion waned farther. 

"It's time I go to my Father.  Oh, Chris, I am so happy!  Do not weep.  Be jealous of me.  Soon I will be singing with the angels songs of praise to my King!"

She slightly shivered in his grip, and she was gone.

Christopher looked to Nurse Washington standing in the doorway, tears trickling down her cheeks as much as his own, and yet he was filled with a sweet spirit of calm.

He could not see her behind the nurse, but he heard Cherry's tender voice announce that several carloads of Mrs. Simon's family had arrived.

Christopher stood from the chair and wiped his eyes.

"Are you ready to face her family, Mr. Melton?"

He nodded with a confident smile.  "I am ready," he assured, "I am ready to tell them all she told me.  I will remind them how happy she is now.  How she walks on streets of gold in a prefect body free of all aches and pains, reunited with her dear husband.  I am ready to remind them what the Bible says about both grace and righteousness. Yes, Nurse Washington, I am ready. Pray with me that they are ready to listen."

(Hebrews 12:14) Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:  

(1 Peter 1:8) Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory. 

(Revelation 21:4) And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.  

(Revelation 21:21) And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass. 

Sunday, January 18, 2026

Week 4: Hallelujah!


Week 4: Hallelujah!

I will mostly be posting these poems in the chronological order in which they were written, but weeks 4 and 5 will be at least one exception to that plan (there will probably be others later.)  This week will be the 4th anniversary of my dear dad, Otto's passing.  On January 23, 2022, he died after a long battle with multiple myeloma (blood cancer). The poems posted this week and next were written in tribute to him. 

As with all my poems, they are based on true events.  I had indeed had a dream about my dad leaving in the middle of a conversation, and I was racing after him, begging him to stay longer.  Four years later, and I still have similar dreams from time to time.  But the truth is, I would not have him back for anything.  My daddy is in perfect peace and health in Heaven, and much, much happier there!  

It is also true that my dad's widow told me that my dad's last word right before he passed to Heaven was, "Hallelujah!"  The last week or so of his life his cancer had spread to his brain, he had gone blind, and he was not speaking.  However, his wife still played worship music for him and right in the middle of one of the songs (I don't know which one), he suddenly called out, "Hallelujah!" and was gone to glory shortly after.

As the late singer Howard Goodman once said (this is paraphrasing), it is very difficult to say good-bye to those we love, however, don't think of them as being in our past, but in our future because we will see them again.  Hallelujah indeed!   

Hallelujah! (2022)

I had another dream

Where we were having a casual chat,

So much like we used to do,

When you suddenly announced you must go,

You could not stay any longer;

As you swiftly began your exit,

I raced after you trying to keep up,

Pleading, “Don’t go yet, Dad,

There’s so much more I want to say!”

But you did not reply,

And you were gone.


I awoke enveloped in a heavy cloak of sadness,

Missing you with such an ache;

Hopes and fears in my heart I wanted to share,

Yet these conversations we will never have;

In spite of my grief,

I could not cry,

Instead, I began to pray.


So many words came back to me then,

Our last conversation 

When you could scarcely speak,

And I said, “It’s okay, Daddy,

Just know I love you very much.”

I remembered how often you told me you loved me,

And how much you loved my husband,

And you prayed for us daily.


I remembered that your wife shared with me

Your very last word,

When you were surrounded by those you loved,

She played praise music for you;

Although you were now blind and mute,

Before you left, you clearly said,

“Hallelujah!"


Just one word,

One word that soothes my soul;

One word to let me know

You were ready to go;

One word to give me peace;

You are in perfection now,

Walking down streets of gold,

Embraced in pure love from God;

One word to bring comfort,

Reminding me I will see you again.


Though I still have much more to say,

I must let you rush ahead,

To a place where you are safe and free,

In the holy presence of Jesus,

Where your pain is gone,

And you can rest and find joy;

Hallelujah, indeed!


(Revelation 21:4-5 & 21) And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And the twelve gates were twelve pearls: every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass. 


Wednesday, January 14, 2026

Week 3: Mercy: Reflection and Prayer


Week 3: Mercy: Reflection and Prayer

Once we repent of our sins, Jesus will graciously forgive them.  It is not healthy for us to dwell on past errors other than to keep us from repeating them. Therefore, do not focus on your past sins this week, but DO reflect on how kind, gracious, compassionate, patient, and merciful God is.  Once your forgiven sins are under the blood of Jesus, do not let Satan throw them back in your face, but focus on Jesus and praise His acts of true grace!

This week, when you pray, reflect on the below verses and praise God for His compassionate mercy to forgive your sins! 

(Lamentations 3:22-23) It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. 

(1 John 1:4 & 7-9) And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Let me also include Psalm 103.  It is such a beautiful Psalm that I could not leave it out this week!  This is just part of the chapter, so feel free the read all 22 verses on your own.  It reminds is that God is gracious to those who love Him and follow His ways.  God is the epitome of True mercy and forgiveness!

(Psalm 103:1-4, 8, 11-12, & 17) Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name. Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies. 

The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy. 

For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is His mercy toward them that fear Him. As far as the east is from the west, so far hath He removed our transgressions from us. 

But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear Him.


Monday, January 12, 2026

My Other Blogs

My Other Blogs 

Since I only post twice a week on this site, please feel free to check out my other 2 blog sites.  I currently do not have any Facebook pages.  

Julie's Bible Journey, study through the Bible, starting from Matthew - Revelation, and then Genesis to Malachai.  As well as additional articles in random order: https://thankful-julie.blogspot.com/



The ABCs of a Joyful Marriage, a weekly devotional on marriage that includes fun activity suggestions, art projects, and marriage enhancing tips: https://abcsofajoyfulmarriage.blogspot.com/

Sunday, January 11, 2026

Week 3: Mercy

Week 3: Mercy

We all go through rebellious streaks in our spiritual walks.  It is those times that can make our break our eternal relationship with the Lord.  We can learn from our mistakes, repent, and rededicate out lives to Jesus, and we can then do our very best to not repeat the same sins.  


(Revelation 2:4-5 & 7) Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.


God is so very gracious to forgive us each and every time we repent of our sins.  And on top of that, He washes our slates clean with His precious blood and no longer remembers our past mistakes.  Can you say that about any human?  No, we all tend to be slow to forgive and especially to forget others' wrongs.  Yet, the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords is full of grace and mercy and will always forgive us and take us back. 

 

Mercy (1993)


I sit alone to talk to You,

But words are so hard to come by,

I want to speak of my love for You,

But You are so hard to comprehend,

You surrendered Your dignity to be nailed to a tree,

How can I put such an act into words?


In all Your majesty and glory, Lord,

You allow me to come,

Alone I will be with You,

To bask in Your mercy


When I failed You and broke Your heart,

You still loved and cherished me, Lord,

And never gave up on me,

Compassion saw past my stubborn heart,

And allowed me to come back into Your arms,

To lean on Your love alone,

Knowing Your mercy will always find me


No matter how hard life may be,

Your love brings things into perspective,

Your grace makes life bearable,

And my trust remains in You


(Lamentations 3:22-23) It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.


Wednesday, January 7, 2026

Week 2: Waiting: Reflection and Prayer


Week 2: Waiting: Reflection and Prayer

Think about a time in your life when you were feeling uncertain about the future.  Perhaps it was a circumstance or an illness.  Did you take the time to pray and quietly wait on the Lord, or did you rush ahead and make a decision without waiting for God's perfect timing?  

I am guilty of praying that the Lord's will be done and when He has shut the door, I stubbornly have forced it back open and suffered the consequences. For example, in 2017, before a scheduled job interview I prayed that if the job was not within His will that He would somehow find a way to cancel the interview. The morning of the interview the boss called and cancelled because his wife was sick. I praised God for answering my prayer, but a year later, still unemployed and desperate, I reapplied and was hired on the spot. Going after a job God had initially shut down had its consequences. I became very sick due to the chemicals used at the facility. God knew there were dangerous chemicals there that would affect me, and I should have surrendered my will and not pursed that job a second time.
   
I have always had issues trusting other, and my trust issues hve applied to God as well. Yet, the more I learned about the character of Jesus (by reading my Bible and praying), the more I love Him and that trust He wants only the best for His children. If we cannot trust Him enough to lead our lives, we cannot ever fully love Him.

When you pray this week, reflect on the below verses.  Just as you did last week, thank God for all the times He had helped you through a tough time physically, emotionally, and spiritually.  Also ask God for patience is waiting for His perfect timing and have faith to know He only wants the best for His children and only wants good things for you!

(Psalm 27:13) Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord

(Jeremiah 29:11, AMP) "For I know the plans and thoughts that I have for you," says the Lord, "plans for peace and well-being and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

Week 4: Hallelujah!: Reflection and Prayer

Week 4: Hallelujah!: Reflection and Prayer This week remember those you have loved and lost.  Although this week is specifically about a lov...